My dad is one of those 'thou shall not kill' types. Didn't stop him from slitting my throat open to stop me from killing the bastard who killed me, but you know. Priorities, I guess.
Take some time. Remember who you are under the killing. That's my best guess and probably some advice I should also follow.
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Then you did for him what my family wouldn't do for me.
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about me. not you.
i try not to judge, but that's not right. i can do it for you too.
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Take some time. Remember who you are under the killing. That's my best guess and probably some advice I should also follow.
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i guess im scared that i wont find anything. then the killing won't seem like a choice anymore.
[ or maybe--she's delusional that it was ever a choice to begin with. ]
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As for the rest....yeah. I get that. For a long time, I was just a pawn. A weapon. I let myself be used.
It took a lot of time to break that mentality. Worth it, though.